i need you. i need so much. i need to know. i need to get it out. i need to start all over again.
i need. i always need. smokes, drinks, reassurances.
i need to stop. needing.
tomorrow is independence day and i am going to blow everything up.
i will be the thin red veins that branch out of your blood and tear stained eyes.
so please don't mourn my passing. i do it every day.
i kill myself to sleep just to come back the next day...
i hope i will be able to find you because i'm sure i will need something...
are black holes a collection of souls?
black holes are the strongest and most dense sources of energy known to the universe,
but they are still so mysterious.
anything that comes close to one is drawn in by it's unimaginable magnetic force.
the mass is so dense that nothing, not even light, (which is matter travelling at it's fastest rate) can escape it.
what is it? what are they?
e=mc2 might be the answer to where our souls go.
macdougall discovered that at the time of death, the body losses 3/4 of an ounce of weight.
is that 3/4 of an ounce, our souls?
humanity speaks of the "light inside us" as our souls.
our souls being matter travelling at it's fastest rate.
so lets just play with the idea that the soul weighs 3/4 of an ounce.
if we added together 3/4 of an ounce of matter lost by every living being since the beginning of time
what would that weight add up to?
it's safe to say, a big ass number that wouldn't fit on this page.
if we took that number and designated it as M, meaning the weight of mass of our collective souls,
and mutiplied it to c2 (speed of light squared), then... well you can imagine what that number would be like.
so if energy is equal to the mass of an object times the speed of light squared then imagine the energy
created by the collective weight of all souls past.
holy shit. and i mean holy. or holey. black holey.
so that has been running through my head since last night and i kind of like the idea
it could explain the unimaginable energy, gravity and magnatism that are black holes.
why would there be more than one black hole? well there are an awful lot of galaxies in the universe.
i know they say that black holes are imploding galaxies but we are all star dust anyway.
maybe it is the imploding spiritual galaxies.
just to think about the number of souls past, human and animal, (and maybe even plant). it is mind straining.
now imagine all of the life in the entire universe.
where would it all go?
lavoisier proved that matter can be broken apart and recombined but it never can lose matter.
it might be in the shape of a gas or minute dust, but the original weight of an object is never lost, just displaced.
so think about a human that dies and turns to dust.
if there is 3/4 of an ounce displaced, perhaps into light,(matter travelling at its fastest rate)
the only thing i can think of is that it is our souls.
so, if you take the sum of those souls and they travel at the speed of light squared
(448,900,000,000,000,000 miles per hour),
can you imagine the energy that would create.
i can't, but i bet it is massive, mysterious, unexplainable, and unimaginable.
maybe it would create something like a black hole.
so much light, that it is dark.
i love it.
i know nothing about anything but i love the idea of this